wow, almost a year since i've said anything....and it's been quite a year. so much has happened and unhappened. i fell in love, fell out of love, but who knew this cold dark heart could love..still miss the boy...but what can you do. i will make a resolution...update my blog more than once a year..i promise..well i'll try, don't hold me to it. but i have one thing i'd like to commit to paper, well internet paper, leggings are a privilege...not a right.

bad bad and boring

gosh....guess my life has been pretty uneventful. nothing to talk about. no good pictures to share. i guess it's time to start thinking a little harder about something to write. i could spend a great deal of time talking about some of the lovely people that come into my store and make my life a little nastier every day. or there are the ones that do make it all better. who i absolutely adore. or the bachelorette party i get to attend on monday(and no, not a real bachelorette party, an ali bachelorette party), but it's with my springs family and that could be great. i have tomorrow off, i plan to lay in the sun and look at apartments. with my luck it will rain. also, had a great trip home for easter. the jersey shore easter event was fantastic....highlights including my mother ratting my hair straight up for my "poof" and the drinking cornhole played with mel, weed, and carl...that was a good time and we had thebest cooler ever and completely drained my parental units fridges of beer. and yes i said fridges. i guess thats it for now, maybe it's time for a nap.

well, i guess i left out a few months....oops.

january.....

february....

March started with mimosas....

continued with tire blowouts on the interstate....

and is currently dumping 10 inches of snow on my city....all i have to say to march is this....you suck....i'm lucky i have friends who will come pick me up on the side of i-25 and will let me crash on their couch in the event of some insane march madness snow storming. and as usual...if only i could get some sleep i'd be in a much better place right now. but unfortunately, i'm already stressing out over how i'm going to get my car out of this parking lot after the world dumps 4 more inches of snow all over it.....the good news....i have left my snow boots at work for a couple weeks.....and they sure came in handy tonight.

december, january, march in pictures, for lack of words.

i guess these months were pretty boring. worked alot....played alot...went home for a minute.but nothing too exciting...after christmas happened many a project... and many an adventure

some hardcore pool playing cheap beer whiskey shooting jukebox playing fun....i love those kids, even though were not so much kids eve any more. trying to include some pictures...so that's what you are getting....and that's all your getting. all one or two of you who read this....and they are not in chronological order. i did get to take a fantastically short trip home for the holidays...as evidenced here:

the best pictures are on fb...of course....the night ended as so...myself, not remembering to pack everything i should have...and justin forgetting the drive home. pretty typical of our night...and our relationship. i miss him....way too much....

how many trips does it take become a regular...

jd's bait shop....we've been there five times....the waitresses still ask us for i.d.s... not hugs. we name dropped a friend and suddenly she remembered us from friday...so i think we are well on our way to making regular status. plus the chicken fingers and fries are amazing....and the ranch....s0me of the best i've had....pitchers of 5 barrell and 6 minutes from christophers...can it get any better? yes it can...when they no longer id us...and know to bring some chicken fingers...with 2 tubs of ranch. i've never seen anyone more obsessed with ranch than myself....christopher takes the cake. he can down a tub before i can even dip my first french fry...weird. this place is nuts...last friday this was the playlist....tupac, boot scootin boogie, another rap song, and on to techno/trance/euro screaming shit...and then...metal. this goes to show the random assortment of people at this bar. so basically, we have to work on the playlist, but we'll keep the beer, chicken fingers, and ranch....oh, and i there have never been that many people in front of the place, but i guess i've never been there in daylight...

future

this notebook is my future....that gold pen will earn me millions..this handbag has a shoulder strap....i just talked to justin...i just talked to christopher....i just texted tyson...my life is complete...except my life may need some straight men....just might....goodbye 2009...i will not miss you...not one single bit.

THANK YOU....

so....some shit has been happening in my life, but then things happen and you feel very lucky for what you have. i'm thankful for my big sis...she makes colorado feel like home...if i can't have my mommy...at least i finally get the advantages of having a big sister....i'm grateful for my friends...both local....an hour away by car....and an hour away by plane....or 2 hours away by plane....i love them all...i love that i drove an hour to watch the bachelor with the coolest chicks in colorado this week....i also love that none of them had seen jersey shore....and now they all have jersey shore nicknames. i love that i got to go home for christmas...and not only did i get to play with all the peeps in slc...but i got to see my elliot....amazing...and i'm happy i've got christopher. to entertain me. he's fantastic, and never disappoints in the drama area. things are good. better than i think they are...and i have to remember that. this is so cheesey...i'm have to go, i'm going to be sick.